dia tahu kali ini dia serius, dan meninggalkan lelaki itu sama seriusnya dengan semua tanggung jawabnya akan aktivitas dan kesibukannya yang lain.
she knows this is the best one, as she knew she shouldnt came this far since the very first time.
fresh in her mind how they met for the first time, while playing with dog. how her eye caught by his appearance, and how seconds later his girlfriendfriend showed up.
how 6month later they met again with the same way, this time he was about to break up with his girl. there, the story begins.
how he called her in the middle of the night, asking her out. how he start seeing her. how she started to let him be part of her days. how he treat her lyka princess.
her favorite part is how they used to do brain storming together, talk about life and other absurd things while having a beer.
how since the very first time she knew, shouldnt let him get into her life, for some reasons.
diam. dia teringat betapa banyak hal yang terjadi, berapa banyak kebahagiaan dalam singkatnya 4bulan mereka menjalani hubungan tak berstatus itu.
dia menghela nafas panjang.
i knew it. i knew those shouldnt happen, now that those happened its hard to let go
dipejamkannya mata. menelusuri otak hingga ke sudut terjauh, mengumpulkan semua hal yang ia perlukan.
september,3. thats when he pass the limit.yes i remember it. september sucks big time.
sesaat ingatannya melayang ke awal september, saat ia dibohongi, dikhianati, menangis.
i could. remember it clearly the chronology. .i dont feel the pain anymore.
otaknya sampai pada kesimpulan
its not that im still into him. i just used to be with him. no more feelings, no more drama
terulas senyum di bibirnya. pandangannya menatap tajam ke sekulumpulan tempelan post it di meja belajarnya. much to do. she turn her laptop on from the sleep mode. much to do. she's excited and about to start now.
september sucks big time. now october, kindly walk with me.
gonna be a long bussy night. she took a ciggarrette and light it up, as she start working.
